Wants, needs, and gets.

Wants, needs and gets


I find myself going back the same scenario.Searching for things yet to be discovered.Seems as if thats the one thing that is never ending.

You spend your days searching. For what, is the question that lingers on day to day, week to year.

Just when you think you have found something you've been in search of the wind picks up like a midwestern tornado and knocks you square on your ass.Reality...Check please!

Sifting through the remains of all that is dear to me. I call it the hard shell that encases the one thing thats never been given. Not to be taken, shared or captured.

If I did give/share I am putting myself out there and the chance of disappointment is sure to be there.

I'm in this situation that I want to be in, yet I have days that all I want to do is be completely unattached from it too.

I'm feeling frustration. I need to feel like I am getting what I need. I tried to share my thoughts. Tried to walk away. He assured me he would open up and communicate and things would change.

Maybe its me looking for that instant gratification.

I want and I need, but what do I get...


I want to be adored I need affection

I want to feel appreciated I need kisses

I want to be swept away I need hugs

I want butterflies I need honesty

I want closeness I need intimacy

I want to listen I need to be heard

I want fun I need answers


I get hurt feelings

I get some kisses

I get some hugs


I'm left wondering
I'm left feeling strung along
I'm left while he doing something more important than me